Work part 1

Ugh, as soon as i enter the vicinity of one of my family members, it becomes all about work and stress. Not even the good work either, work that "after a hard days work deserves a cold soda". I get out of the van and immediately get to work in the yard building a bird feeder with my mom.

I complain because last night was the first night I'd slept in about 48 to 72 hours slept decently that is.... I've been getting only about 2-3 hours each night after a full day's worth of work. Don't get me wrong, I love helping people but when it starts affecting my health, that's kinda where I tend to draw the line. Speaking of sleep schedules, I really need to get mine in check. I need to start waking up at 630 or 7 instead of going to bed at that time. I think that will start from me going to sleep at 11, considering I usually wake up at 1030ish when I sleep at 3. The reason I need to rework the circadian rhythm in my body is simply put, work isn't showing up for me. So, with that said I'm gonna work at fixing that so that I am able to put down an earlier availability.

Back to the topic of work, I'm still on the hunt for a job. That isn't going so well. Everyone that SAYS they are hiring pretty much isn't. I've tried 10 different places in the past week, need to call them tomorrow and "check the status of my application". I'm just so sick of not having money and not being able to help others financially and being completely financially dependent on my parents. For now, that is all I can do.

Jammin' out